Category Archives: Writing

Dear Friends, It has been a tiring week. But I want to share two poems that dear friends wrote for me when I broke my arm. They are also spellers and close to my age and they are in southern California. I so appreciated their instant compassion and their ability to speak to my feelings.Continue reading “Poems from dear friends”

Dear Friends,I am so appreciating your kind condolences. It truly means a lot. On Saturday night, I had a fantastic night out with friends. It cheered me up immensely. It was for my friend Jake’s birthday! There were several spellers there. It was my first time singing karaoke! I loved it! It was such aContinue reading “I Sing”

Dear Friends, I am grieving the recent passing of two beloved relatives in Ireland. My aunt Dell, one of my dad’s sisters, died after months in palliative care, with her loving children caring for her. Then, some days later, one of her daughters, my cousin Jackie, died suddenly from heart failure. It is a difficultContinue reading “In Loving Memory”

Dear Friends, I have been a bit out of my normal form. Just a lot of restlessness and maybe some burnout. It happens! But today I managed to write this poem. It is about tonight, when I will have a bonfire and I will light candles for my dad and ancestors. It is my humbleContinue reading “Hallowed”

Dear Friends, Well, it is my birthday! 38 and feeling great! I am so wonderfully happy with my life. Each year since having regular access to communication has been full of growth and new experiences and dreams realized. I can’t fathom how profoundly my life has changed since three years ago. I am so fullContinue reading “Another Birthday and Another Year of Wonders”

Dear Friends, I hope you all had a good Sunday! I wish a belated Happy Father’s Day to all the dads and dad figures out there. I also wish those without a present father figure a lot of peace and solace if this was a painful day. This was the fifth one since my dadContinue reading “About this Father’s Day”

Dear Friends, Whew, I had the worst couple of days! Such intense dysregulation. Wow. My throat is still sore from almost continuous shouting, and my body is so very exhausted. My compulsions were so strong. It was so scary! And so disheartening, too, because I had been so proud of my progress in my regulation.Continue reading “The River, i.e. Madness”

Dear Friends, I want to advise that this is an emotional poem. I realize many of my poems might elicit strong feelings of sadness, so I am going to be more mindful in presenting them. So. This poem. It is about five years since my dad was put on life support after weeks sick withContinue reading “Flowers Once Again”

Dear Friends, It has been a little bit! I have been so struggling to sleep lately. It is so weird. My body feels so restless, but also is very calm. Like a quiet storm. It is so unusual, but it has been going on for a week or so now, maybe two weeks. I can’tContinue reading “Antsy”

Dear Friends, I am so thinking so much about healing! Specifically, healing our inner children. I know I am not a therapist, nor do I have any training in psychology, but I can speak from my own life. And my inner child, Arnold, has been such a teacher to me. He also drives my effortsContinue reading “Are you the same me as before”