Dear Friends,
I am having a miserable time with compulsions. I am so exhausted. This is the most compulsive I have felt in a long time. Super loud stimming and echolalia. Always rushing to do the next thing. Demanding breakfast at one in the morning. Grabbing my sister’s arm to take her phone. Shouting in my mom’s face.
My dogs are so scared of me. But they still try to stay near me. Their love is so achingly pure.
This is the worst aspect of my life now. I am so blocked in everything I want to do by this. Spelling helps, but I can’t constantly be spelling. Supplements are a mixed bag, with some maybe helping and then not working anymore. My mom spends so much time researching possible supplements online, and it seems so fruitless. I am so sick of this ruling my life.
I am trying to get into the holiday spirit, but I feel so run down. I hope easier days come soon. I hope you are all having a better time than me! Take care.
Your Friend,
Danny
Danny With Words 